Yay for good weeks! This has been simply a good week! mmhmm! ---I skipped two classes this week...and took lots of naps and I've been just having fun--- hangin with good people and such...

my roommate(kylee) always writes on her xanga site..so i'm like yea. i'm going to too...cuz i never do.. so i start writing a couple.

mine are so dumb.

pointless.actually.

I never have some big epiphany that I'm writing about--or some angry message or emotional message or message of any importance really-I just don't think I could ever write something that that personal on here because people do read it. a few people...? and then those few people would know all this personal stuff about me --that I never actually sat down and told them.. which is weird.-but it's all ok...cuz mine usually is just sayin' hey!to say hey! i'm bored and i'm going to talk about retarded things for a while-just because i can in a xanga entry...and it's kinda weird..cuz i'm really sayin "hey" to ..no one... maybe some random person who has a "subscription" to MY AWESOME! xanga thing too ! but who really knows?

---i shouldn't call u weird...i read other people's xanga's too... y? i don't kno..it's there..?

just a thought. random. OF CoUrsE!

-so anyways back to life-thanksgiving break is in like 2 1/2 weeks...? - it feels like i was just home- oh well!

I'm currently workin' at the lib- yeah- it's a pretty hoppin' place on thursday nights lol--- ever since i downloaded aim onto their computer here it's been waaay better- but the amount of hw i do here has decreased enormously...oops

(Ok this is kind of random and all again, but I am bored at the lib right now- and i just checked out all these smiley faces that you can choose to put on ur silly little xanga thing and there are wayy more for this than instant messenger---(that one's called silly.. soooo good) ok the end -- there is a kiss and a smooch ..r u serious...do we need both?)

 smooches and a few kisses to everyone love me!

k this message is officially long and pointless yet again! yay! and goodnight!

I love life!  (one more smooch for good measure!)

what a boring wednesday night I'm having...............I don't have to do anything for the Crucible...I'm technically a dresser, but zipping up a few costumes at the start of the show and making sure they're hung up at the end is the extent of my tasks for this performance.

soooooooooo borrrrrrrrrrrrring.

my homework is all done- except practicing piano...but there isn't a piano in the costume shop.

I did take in my Halloween costume because the top was too big....that's an unfortunate problem to have I suppose...

...but anyways that's been done for an hour

I did find out there isn't a show thursday! so I actually could have worked at the library, but I'm not going to tell them that because I'd much rather go to Free Movie Night!-I haven't been able to go to one this year...and I'm thinkin' it's going to be a pretty fun night- hope so!

and it should be a good weekend too! sooo things are looking up up up!

I'm off to look at some fingering and memorize key signatures for piano...since I am simply horrible that at !

Gooood Night!

What a craaazy Monday...

Today was the busiest day...it stunk, but it's almost over at least! That sounds bad, I shouldn't hope days will end. --- It's just been stressful I suppose

Last week and these next two-three days will be stressful. Hopefully thursday after my piano quiz I won't be freaking out. It's just that I never have time to just sit back and breathe- u kno?- (probably not, but it sure can be a downer sometimes- and I hate downers. -) Don't get me wrong I like being busy, but just at this minute it's a gotten too busy.

Today I had one break from 11-12, but I had to warm-up for music theatre workshop and then I had one break for lunch from 1-1:30. ----and I've been going strong since then without a break...although today at tech for the Crucible we just had to watch the show...(not so stressful)- BUT i just took this stupid stagecraft quiz online and did not do well!-but i didn't have time to study for it! boo this.

oh well.

I just wanna go home and relax,....mmm hmm! lol!

Kylee and Katie jam time in the dorm...listen to some Jack Johnson and dance around! lol! u kno u wanna do it too! It's pretty much the best-- especially dancin' to Banana Pancakes....it's our happy song-makes me think of home for some reason and it just rocks.teehehe

So I had a pretty good weekend too! fun times with the littles and a chill night saturday--mmmhmmm-halloween parties this weekend...hopefully those will be goodtimes, but I'll be at Crucible till 10 everyday this week helping people put on costumes and such! Then homecoming week, initiation week, and then City of Angels rehearsals start, thanksgiving, another week of rehearsals and then a week of freedom and then the week before exams and then exams...and then .

the semester is over.

how am i that booked already. ekk lol

oh well! fun times ahead!

Good night for now I suppose!

I can't wait to go home sleeeeeep! :) -me

Ok so I haven't written in this in a while

a lot has happened... i don't feel like going into detail..if u know me ...u know what's happened right and if u don't know me idk y u'd really care.. am i right- i'm thinkin yes?

k cool!

So.....I'm feeling (unfortunately) extremely distant from my friends at home right now-- for a while I was having troubles re-adjusting to the idea that I wasn't going to be home and with them...I was really homesick, which was weird because I wasn't at all last year- for some odd reason -- all I wanted earlier was the be there...with the people I love- and I still do of course- I just feel like I'm missing out-their lives are going on and no one feels the need to keep me a part of their lives when I'm away... I feel like I'm always the one calling, which I'm not totally...but it just feels like that

i need to just let go and let myself love it here like i did....but it stinks cuz home rocks.

But now I feel like I'm somewhat settling in here...finally..

and the more I'm settling in...the less connected I feel to people back home. and I don't like that.

does that make sense..

idk

maybe not

I'm stups whatev...

goodnight everyone...and sweet dreams

YAY for New Girls!!! OMG soooo excited!! i'm soo happy!!!! this week has been insanely busy, BUT it's finally done! yahoooo! and we have lots of pretty gamma phi littles! My temp littles..................................awesome.

i'm in love....

so i've pretty much been in love with kara since i met her of course...and they randomly handed out bags with our names in them..and who gets my name? her....if that's not fate idk what is...and Jenni Gaby is the perfect addition! she's the cutest ever I'm soo glad I got to spend the day hanging out with them and getting to kno them better! yay! times 100!!!

ok ...on a sadder note....school starts tomorrow...

happier note Again......KATIE JONES IS ENGAGED!!! OMG SOO EXCITING ! i love her more than life!

i'm freakin out about auditions and i MUST go practice..memorize..etc! goooood night!

- me :)